Counting under two weeks before I leave my office for good. Octoberian graduation with a couple of my officemates as well. Didn’t really expect this sudden change in my career path. I’m not even sacked.
I really want to co tinue but thinking in the long run, it’s going to be very unfair for me/us. I am not even demanding, I am not that special (yet), but my heart says this is going to be all toxic for me. And if my heart says it, I will trust it.
Right now, everything’s just hazy. Trying to figure out new things on my own and it’s scary af. I’m thinking that I bit more than what I can chew, but I’m gnawing ang chewing whatever it is. I will finish it, I just hope I have enough time.
Lady GaGa once said that if ever one should face the decision of picking career over love (love is irrelevant in my situation, though), remember that my career won’t wake up one morning and say it doesn’t love me anymore. I believed it.
But seriously. Look what’s happening now: the irony.
Really just glad for the little breaks, like spending time with my friends and myself and also binge-reading, in between a stressful ‘semi’ quarter life ‘semi’ crisis.
Anyway. Pray, it works. Praying it works.